I know hardly anyone comes here to read my blog now, cause i've abandoned it for so so long, but i think maybe that's a good thing. Service today was..I don't know. It made me realise how old I am though i'm only 15 now, but still, feels as if I'm going to uni soon, and i seriously seriously dread that. And i'm silly enough to come online today to look for universities on the net? After service, ____ and I just talked for a while about how time passes so fast, that O's is next year already, soon we'll be in JC, then go oversesas to Uni, then get married, and the whole list goes on. And then it surprised when she broke down and just cried, she said she wasn't prepared for the future; we've to survive on our own. I wanted to cry so badly too, cause I know I'm not ready, and yet time doesn't want to stop, the clock just keeps ticking and ticking and it gets rather irritating to know that each year passes so quickly. Soon we're going to step down and the next Exco is already taking over in April, and then Bdiv is going to be over like even earlier than that? It's so fast, too fast D: And then now I'm cracking my head as to whether I should go to VJ to continue hockey, cause of my stupid dream of playing in youth olympics, but yet sometimes it gets so frustrating. I shan't go into details anymore. New Year resolution for 2008:

1) I will continue my walk with God and never neglect Him no matter how busy I am. -I'm sorry I failed to do so Lord.
2) I will read more books :) at least I’ll try my best to. -I read 4 books during the year end hols. Accomplished.
3) I will commit myself whole-heartedly to all my commitments -Accomplished
4) I will save more money and not spend unnecessarily, cause I need to save for a better violin :D -sort of accomplished
5) I will practice my violin regularly and learn canon in d (: -I mastered Canon in D
6) I will train very hard and will never give up no matter how tough training is, and get into the finals for nationals. -I did train hard and didn't give up.
7) I will study very very hard, and get good grades (: -forget about this one.
8) I will learn how to be a better sister to my brother, a better leader to my team, and to be a better friend. -maybe? i dont know.
9) I will train my stamina and never lag behind during warm-ups! -Accomplished
10) I will do my bible study homework daily, and go for every bible study. -There was hardly bible study this year, so yepps.
11) I will grow in heart and not in height! -You decide.

Haven't thought of 2009 New Year Resolutions yet, but I will make a list soon. Another time then.